Thursday, July 30, 2009

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♥ ♥ ♥ daily
're on my mind
in every breath, the memory of dreams

away ... lost.
six in the blood that flows to the contrary

in the heart that trembles
eyes
who feel the weight of tears
dropping down
down.
Go. Go away.
out of me, outside
thoughts,
the words out
from my mouth.

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get out of my mind yet, I do not see them. Fuck.

I wonder what are the reasons according to which

I have to stay in this situation ...
if I put everything on two
dishes of a balance, almost
'd be afraid to see that the
result hangs on a plate that
do not like and I do not want see.

I was going to say that God punished me with this love
too dull and
way. But, maybe I should just try
to grasp the gifts.
Yet, I do not see them. Fuck.
I can not see the good in
sit here and wait and
call on a phone ringing
empty now for two days.
no reason.

Why do I love?
Why do I have to love him more?
Why should I pray to be loved?
not stand it anymore I can not stand
more expectations inconclusive, tears,
the lump in his throat, lies to avoid
that people keep turning the
finger in the wound, I can not stand to see me
always happy to hide,
to wait to realize that I want
with him, which are important.

But I can not complain.
No, I can not fucking.
I chose.
I wanted to try and now I have to stay there. Even though it hurts so much, even if I would disappear hours at all. Although not much to change anything if he exist or not, if his or not.

are angry with the world, with myself and with him . They are angry and desperate. And bored. Exhausted.
But I know that cmq find the strength somewhere inside me, deep, and I know I'll stay here again with the hope that never breaks. Always, every day, always here.
for him.

And I think that will go on like this, at least until such time not have made my heart a formless mush and unable to love.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

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and once again push me away ... ..

is simple what you do to me.
push me, over and over, up and down without stopping.
is a swing, that thing we call love.
up and down, leaving me almost breathless.
make me lose track of things,
because they are always poised
without knowing when and how will finish this game.

push me away from you and would inevitably come back
always behind, the more I get, the more you tend
arms to catch me again.
I pretend to have found peace in the warmth of that
contact with your fingers, but it is not.
smile as I just reach, but then becomes almost
a grin and your lips and your eyes
them lose that beautiful light color.
push me away, anyway.

and again I get up and down,
never be able to put one foot in the ground.
with tears streaming down my face and the
smile fool who thinks he has found happiness.

up and down and we never stop. I would but I can not.
faster, the world around us losing
shape and color, the uncertain contours, like a dream.
but there is never a happy ending. never for me.
and once again push me away ... ..

Monday, July 13, 2009

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♥ can not hide away

My eyes are so blue I can't see you
As you're closing the door once again
With seasons you came and swept me away
But you turned into fall into rain
You left me behind as you took me away
Now I'm stuck here alone with my thoughts
These words seem so cold I can't hide away
The pain that you gave me when you walked away
And you left me with days that you gave
Can't hide away as it echoes from places you've been
Can't hide away
The silence inside Is stained by your voice
When you told me that you had no choice
The sadness within makes me angry and numb
I can still feel the taste of your tongue
And you left me with days that you gave
Can't hide away as it echoes from places you've been
Can't hide away
Since you left me my thoughts been with you
Can't hide away unable to find what I used to be like
Can't run away

Friday, July 10, 2009

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is desperate, but never lost ..

'm still here you know
is desperate, but never lost
on this chair to rock
endless waiting who
missing and he knows it, but not
return and paint the night with the color
of memories and I fall asleep
in bed clutching the cold
of your absence, just pulling that fake
chain I
nail you ...

Thursday, July 9, 2009

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need ♥

I'm not quite sure how to breathe
without you here
I'm not quite sure if I'm ready
to say goodbye to all we were
Be with me, stay with me just for now
let the time decide when I won't need you

My hand searches for your hand
in a dark room, I can't find you
Help me..are you looking for me?

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

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stupid, no? stupid, but not strange.

alla fine, se ci ripenso, this life is not at all strange.
is simply curious, ambiguous, ironic.
there are moments perfectly wrong, it happens
what should not happen.
and it is no coincidence, it happens because it must. point.
today while preparing the exam, I realized
as it may seem silly antics to get the
to conclusions completely discounted and inconclusive.
but part of the game, too weary, at least until
when a person stops to think and ask why.
why?
who knows the answer is a lucky person.
who does not know the answer is frustrated, disappointed.
so now I feel that I know give me an answer, however,
not want to be the person who can give voice.
also part of the game of life, which has rules
always the same, few and simple, but we do not enter
even accidentally in the hall of the brain.
stupid, no? stupid, but not strange.

Monday, July 6, 2009

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thoughts ..

there is something vaguely sad
every time I hear your voice ..
reminds me that we are far,
you're not entirely my own and soon
tell me the words that I do not want to hear.