Tuesday, August 4, 2009

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And now are nothing more than memory.

Yet another day that passes, always the same.
And I'm not able to do without you.
Laugh if you like, making fun of me.
From your position look at me and laugh.
I can not fill the emptiness of these hours
I can not even out of my head
recorded the response of the answering machine.

I read some conversations of the past,
some messages, some letters, I saw how
was nice to be loved by you every day.
And now are nothing more than memory.
's all over, you know, but I can not do with
a reason. And I continue to struggle in vain.
Wasting my strength to no avail.

And I do it for love and for suffering.
But nothing changes. He stood there, alone.
Or maybe not, I can not know more.

I would eat those words
bites and throw up everything and then pull the
flush and wipe out everything.
no longer anything to you ... Almost
barely existed just because they are
that I like a ghost, I still follow you.
God. ... That pain of my life

Monday, August 3, 2009

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box.

"what are you doing?"
"I'm looking for."
"how are you looking for?"
"yes.'m Looking for"
"ok... e che cosa stai cercando?"
"te. sto cercando te che mi stringevi,
te che mi volevi sempre vicina,
te che mi facevi le sorprese,
che avevi occhi solo per me,
te che mi tenevi per mano,
sto cercando te che mi amavi..."
"..."
"ti ho trovato dentro di me, ma
non riesco a toccarti, né a stringerti:
lo vedi questo petto? prevents me from
to get where you are ... I know you're in
me forever, but out of me,
where are you? "

Thursday, July 30, 2009

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♥ ♥ ♥ daily
're on my mind
in every breath, the memory of dreams

away ... lost.
six in the blood that flows to the contrary

in the heart that trembles
eyes
who feel the weight of tears
dropping down
down.
Go. Go away.
out of me, outside
thoughts,
the words out
from my mouth.

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get out of my mind yet, I do not see them. Fuck.

I wonder what are the reasons according to which

I have to stay in this situation ...
if I put everything on two
dishes of a balance, almost
'd be afraid to see that the
result hangs on a plate that
do not like and I do not want see.

I was going to say that God punished me with this love
too dull and
way. But, maybe I should just try
to grasp the gifts.
Yet, I do not see them. Fuck.
I can not see the good in
sit here and wait and
call on a phone ringing
empty now for two days.
no reason.

Why do I love?
Why do I have to love him more?
Why should I pray to be loved?
not stand it anymore I can not stand
more expectations inconclusive, tears,
the lump in his throat, lies to avoid
that people keep turning the
finger in the wound, I can not stand to see me
always happy to hide,
to wait to realize that I want
with him, which are important.

But I can not complain.
No, I can not fucking.
I chose.
I wanted to try and now I have to stay there. Even though it hurts so much, even if I would disappear hours at all. Although not much to change anything if he exist or not, if his or not.

are angry with the world, with myself and with him . They are angry and desperate. And bored. Exhausted.
But I know that cmq find the strength somewhere inside me, deep, and I know I'll stay here again with the hope that never breaks. Always, every day, always here.
for him.

And I think that will go on like this, at least until such time not have made my heart a formless mush and unable to love.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

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and once again push me away ... ..

is simple what you do to me.
push me, over and over, up and down without stopping.
is a swing, that thing we call love.
up and down, leaving me almost breathless.
make me lose track of things,
because they are always poised
without knowing when and how will finish this game.

push me away from you and would inevitably come back
always behind, the more I get, the more you tend
arms to catch me again.
I pretend to have found peace in the warmth of that
contact with your fingers, but it is not.
smile as I just reach, but then becomes almost
a grin and your lips and your eyes
them lose that beautiful light color.
push me away, anyway.

and again I get up and down,
never be able to put one foot in the ground.
with tears streaming down my face and the
smile fool who thinks he has found happiness.

up and down and we never stop. I would but I can not.
faster, the world around us losing
shape and color, the uncertain contours, like a dream.
but there is never a happy ending. never for me.
and once again push me away ... ..

Monday, July 13, 2009

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♥ can not hide away

My eyes are so blue I can't see you
As you're closing the door once again
With seasons you came and swept me away
But you turned into fall into rain
You left me behind as you took me away
Now I'm stuck here alone with my thoughts
These words seem so cold I can't hide away
The pain that you gave me when you walked away
And you left me with days that you gave
Can't hide away as it echoes from places you've been
Can't hide away
The silence inside Is stained by your voice
When you told me that you had no choice
The sadness within makes me angry and numb
I can still feel the taste of your tongue
And you left me with days that you gave
Can't hide away as it echoes from places you've been
Can't hide away
Since you left me my thoughts been with you
Can't hide away unable to find what I used to be like
Can't run away

Friday, July 10, 2009

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is desperate, but never lost ..

'm still here you know
is desperate, but never lost
on this chair to rock
endless waiting who
missing and he knows it, but not
return and paint the night with the color
of memories and I fall asleep
in bed clutching the cold
of your absence, just pulling that fake
chain I
nail you ...

Thursday, July 9, 2009

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need ♥

I'm not quite sure how to breathe
without you here
I'm not quite sure if I'm ready
to say goodbye to all we were
Be with me, stay with me just for now
let the time decide when I won't need you

My hand searches for your hand
in a dark room, I can't find you
Help me..are you looking for me?

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

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stupid, no? stupid, but not strange.

alla fine, se ci ripenso, this life is not at all strange.
is simply curious, ambiguous, ironic.
there are moments perfectly wrong, it happens
what should not happen.
and it is no coincidence, it happens because it must. point.
today while preparing the exam, I realized
as it may seem silly antics to get the
to conclusions completely discounted and inconclusive.
but part of the game, too weary, at least until
when a person stops to think and ask why.
why?
who knows the answer is a lucky person.
who does not know the answer is frustrated, disappointed.
so now I feel that I know give me an answer, however,
not want to be the person who can give voice.
also part of the game of life, which has rules
always the same, few and simple, but we do not enter
even accidentally in the hall of the brain.
stupid, no? stupid, but not strange.

Monday, July 6, 2009

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thoughts ..

there is something vaguely sad
every time I hear your voice ..
reminds me that we are far,
you're not entirely my own and soon
tell me the words that I do not want to hear.

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

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not enough ..

I do not want to be saved,
I want to go down with you
Together we will find a way to come back
Come back , Come Back
I don’t want to be saved,
I wanna go down with you
Together we will find a way to come back
I thought it was too late
I thought you disappeared
It’s been a while since
I believed in you
I used to have the strength
I used to just walk away
But now that I see you
It’s not enough, it’s not enough
I don’t want to be saved,
I wanna go down with you
Together we will find a way to come back
I’m falling once again
I’m following the way
Nothing changed since
I believed in you
I knew that it would come
I thought that I’d be afraid
But now that I have you
It’s not enough, it’s not enough
I don’t want to be saved,
I wanna go down with you
Together we will find a way to come back
Forgotten fears I’d throw away
all the caution out unto the wind
My soul is thirsty,
and I’m still dreaming of you
Get out of my mind
Come back (Get out of my mind)
Come back (Get out of my mind)
I don’t want to be saved,
I wanna go down with you
Together we will find a way to come back
I don’t want to be saved,
I wanna give into you
Together we will find a way to come back
'm losing all the strength I had
there is only a cry that echoes the voiceless
between my tears and that asks you to love me ...
... but if this not be possible,
then finds a way to give back something only
my freedom

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And out the window a dark monotonous.

nothing
niente
niente


Dentro di me non c'è più niente.
Niente di quello che avevo scelto.
Niente di quello che avevano scelto per me.

C'è un vuoto apatico e stanco, grigio chiaro.
Ombre inutili sulle pareti della stanza,
sul cuore qualche cicatrice in più.

E fuori dalla finestra un monotono buio.
Se potessi entrare nella mia testa, forse,
potrei sapere come fare per aiutarmi.

Si è congelato qualcosa, forse le vecchie
promesse e i vecchi progetti hanno
perso la loro pelle come serpenti, e si
sono trasformati into something else.
I can not recognize them.

Whispers endless swirl in my head as
prayers of loved ones who claim
things I can not give.
E 'perhaps too much to say enough?

E 'cowardly not know what the road?
E 'foolish to continue to stand still?
Without faith, no feeling,
without words, without thoughts,
motives, ideals, values \u200b\u200b... it's stupid?

only emptiness remains in blood flow as
in my whole being, with tears shining
cleanses the last traces of doubt.

No matter what I do, where I'll
and who I will bring, what matters
and stop being a
container to be filled. Basta.

Friday, June 19, 2009

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but can not get out of his chest, not yet.

sometimes, some absurd time

for some strange reason I do not know,

continue to call upon thy name,

even though I know that you can not hear it.

invoke it if I think that's the only thing

I can do when I'm alone,

quando ho bisogno del calore di qualcuno,

mi viene quasi da ridere, una risata amara..

perché tu nemmeno te ne accorgi e

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così rimango da sola, sul bordo del letto,
immobile e triste, piango some tears

falling on the floor mercilessly

to dry and then I face.

the heart rebels, would almost escape

but can not get out of his chest, not yet.

want you so much it hurts,

so that you are almost toxic,

harmful, wrong, cruel.


can not have you anymore.

I do not want to fight again.

got no reason.

not have a purpose.

I just sleep.

want to cry.

to disappear into thin air.


there are no more.

yes, I've lost sight of.





Wednesday, June 17, 2009

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as set me free from this oblivion ..

there's a place to below
the Deep Within darkeness
it's a place I do not belong
how to set me free from this
OBLIVION
continued to wander in the valley
memories
keep asking
when you come to pick me
time passes in days
passing
always the same and the smile is no longer sap
and dry on the lips
you wonder where you
you wonder what you
if you are there if you're there ..

Monday, June 15, 2009

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make your dream a safe way

make your dream a safe way
on which you can always walk
even when fate played some
trickery and lose confidence
in things and people do not leave
that nothing and no one
you walk away from that road
but always follow it and you will sooner or later
the greater goal
happiness

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

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reflections

walk on mirror
look at my reflection
play of light as
smiles but there's always that glass
to stop me from touching
reflection that I want to be
I see it, feel
so close, so perfect
but I can not touch
can not be her
can only be me.

Monday, January 12, 2009

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a beautiful view on this ....


I had the audacity to believe that I would not fall.
I thought I was capable of supporting

that situation with determination and detachment,
feel just like I thought.


I have no regrets for what happened last night, or maybe you. I do not feel

an object in his hands and, even, a stupid man who had an idea

unhealthy and that led to the end.

I needed to remember how it was, as I knew
feel.
I need to see that I could
still be mistress of myself.
And so it was little or
if we want to be precise. Today

takes me an unusual sense of tranquility
mixed with something I can not discern
, but I feel it's there.
I thought I would end up losing,
but I never lost sight of the road.
Still, I've lied a little.
only to conceal, to protect me.
Because in my life, there are still a couple of blocks
who do not want to know
to go in their place, and if they are
there, mixed in with the rest of my life
, mocking me and my sense of
blame them.

But I realized that affects real
never go, where
who remain there are, as long as there is and remains
, and can not be ignored.
One can only learn to live with it,
noting that
are only part of his life, but not the present.

So today I would take
a moment of peace in the cocoon of my duvet
of
bed and reflect on this time in the past, its meaning.
only way I can swear to myself
really have found the strength to leave him behind
and finally decide to give a chance
to another person, who can probably
me forget the past and just give me a beautiful view of the
This ....